ups and downs...u just can't run away from it

yup, the all too familiar ups and downs in life applies to horse racing too

friday nite was okay but could have been better...if only

if only i'm not so lazy to get the STC auntie to change the wrongly placed FT to TCE... $53 not a big sum of money but it could at least offset the BLC incurred during sunday....

well, looking forward, is to get over such laziness, plus superstitous, so to achieve a good result on every race day.

easier said than done, which requires a very strong willpower to concentrate and focus on the guide.

strangely, nowadays i tend to write in bits n pieces, just couldnt managed to link wat's in the mind and translate it into words and phrases.. must be the mental drain... i need a break!

guess there's too many reservations about too many stuff in life, and it is draining precious brain power, and causing it to work on less resources although the expected output are increasing as days go by.....

this is a state of confusion
this is where one loses oneself in the search of fulfillment
this is the start of the end
if only one can snap out of the web
and walk up with spring in every step.......